I ♥ hearing lies, When i know the truth.

2011-11-11T03:43:00.000-08:00

I'm still seeing him. Yes, your baby kang. Why? I don't mind if you are his "LEGAL" girlfriend still, i would like to meet you up and share everything with you. You are cute (:

2011-11-01T10:05:00.000-07:00

♥I HATE TOH CHUN YONG!♥

2011-10-31T09:02:00.000-07:00

Happening or what?

It's already 5am, Insonmia once again.
Call up afiz, and unintentionally we plan a Sentosa trip! Because of my insomnia bloody sickness. Went to lots of attractions having much fun. Went for shopping then headed down to play some crazy game, Xbox kinect dance central 2 and 3 "Awesome max". Then we head down to SMU for Hiphop dance class @ Studiowu (:
***
Cheap people like you always trying so hard to create childish plans @ behind the scene because that cheap thing thought i'll be miserable about it. Go fuck yourself.

2011-10-24T00:19:00.000-07:00

AWESOME NIGHT: SUGAR SUGAR @ CLUB SOUL.

I love that champagne shower <3

2011-10-20T10:25:00.000-07:00

WAKE UP, GINA NG.

Went to Bugis, Afiz's work place to give him a instant surprise! Went to Burger King to nomnom then to Bugis street for shopping. I can't maintain/resist when i saw NEO-PRINTS! So dragged my BFF in to take neo-prints.

Back to Jurong, Starbucks! Green Tea Frap again, my love. Headed to Ntuc Xtra to get some ingredients for hand-made lemon cheese cake! Took 1 hour to finish making, place in so much efforts.

Thank Bff, thanks for being my friend and keep that smile on my face (:

***********************************************

You won't know how much I've help you. Promise me, be successful in your life.

You are such a low class person,
cheap and you can't fit to be a bitch,
caaaz you are ain't hot. t(-.-t)

2011-10-15T11:12:00.000-07:00

Beat Of My Heart .

A random spells from my heart: Although i am not your girlfriend as we have no status but wanna thank you for being such a nice date.

25th oct 2011 @ St.james power house, WAIT FOR ME!

2011-10-15T09:00:00.000-07:00

Poor boy got eye infection, you should recover soon since i visited you today!
Love much (:

2011-10-11T10:54:00.000-07:00

GINA day (:

Meet up with my BFF afiz @ Jurong point today, had wonder Pizza hut for lunch, yummy Macarons from Bakerzin and Green tea frap from Starbucks! Headed to arcade, it was my first time having so much fun playing in arcade... we even took funky neo-prints! Everything was great.
Watched shark night with cousin and friends then home sweet home :)

I invented Hershey's white choc cheese cake !

2011-10-10T06:22:00.000-07:00

That silly boy is you, Kju.

That sweetheart is sleeping soundly behind me now, look at him! he look super exhausted but still adorable as always. Have to let this silly know that he's someone irreplaceable to me, although no status and commitments towards our relationship... he's still someone precious. I might be over friendly, but i am not flirting. It's pretty much hurting knowing you being paranoid! I want to make a diff in your life, nothing's gonna change okay?

Love much.

2011-10-09T08:00:00.000-07:00

Awesome day with KEN!

Long time no see handsome, it's been a month i guess! So nice to see ken again after sometimes, movie plan changed! Headed down to West Coast for prata, we then decided to go East Coast Park for chilling session as he says he wanna bring me to some dark dark ulu places! But sadly, there's ain't parking slots. How disappointing! So from the east, he drove us back to the west! Went to Jurong hill to watch people fishing, but moments later that handsome got the urge to fish! It was my first time fishing actually, it's kinda fun and exciting! Didn't got any fishes, no worries... it's the memorable moments that counts!

Some silly wants me to hot topics on bad stuffs about him, so far i don't sense anything bad about him at all. Hmmmmmm~ Okay, he's tall and like a mountain. He smokes black menthol and got himself black black skin! I hate him (:

Thanks for the wonderful night! See you soon (:
Signing off with sweet sweet smile!

2011-10-06T09:08:00.000-07:00

Web camming with a stupid !!

Thi rak thi rak <3

2011-10-05T08:44:00.000-07:00

AWESOME day with Afiz.

Had Genki sushi for lunch, it's super adorable. We ordered by Ipad, then the food will serve by a train to your table! How sweet ): Then headed down to canele for macarons and a awesome strawberry dessert. It's a long day but yet we don't feel shopping enough! Looking forward again (:

2011-09-26T07:59:00.000-07:00

It supposing to be a surprise and lovely lunch for you in the afternoon, All that my big mind ruins everything.

2011-09-25T04:04:00.001-07:00

What's wrong with me?

My health is getting worst. I've seen a doctor for consultation, it says that i might have womb infection and they have to check for me by inserting a tube in my womb. It sounds gross, I'm so not willing to do it, but i have to. Not only that, my body are aching from nowhere, it's really killing me. I can't even walk, stand up right, cough, smile,barely breathing.

It's my first blood test tomorrow, i requested for it as I've my own reason for it for what i suspected from my health. Pretty nervous! God bless (:

Don't blame me if I've to leave, one day. I love you

2011-09-22T10:55:00.000-07:00

Your wall paper is me :)

Kang jangun was drunk! But still how sweet of him, cabbed down from clarke quay to boonlay at 6.30am then went down to Jurong point for Macdonal breakfast. Was raining heavily, but it's alright because with his presence it feels good! Overall, I enjoy the journey on train back to yishun while he's sleeping soundly beside me. KJU, you look so adorable when he's little drunk. Iloveyou(:

2011-09-22T06:16:00.000-07:00

Hellooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo.
KJU Here, he's a bloody idiot~ Chaos

2011-09-21T08:50:00.000-07:00

Kang Jangun look here, Our Virgin Photo ♥

I don't know if it's a pretty good start for our relationship which is so happening on the 28thaug. As time passes by, things just changed smoothly. Fwb, now complicated. Well, as long as i feel comfortable with you i am not gonna let you out of my hands. I never know how much you loves me, and never know how long will this relationship lasts. But it's the sweet moment that counts, just promise to give me everything memorable, i will be contented. Every time we rest together, i will definitely the first to wake up! Then i will be there staring at you sleeping soundly like a angel, how adorable. I don't care if we have no status or whichever names called flings, date, fwb... I just want to stay so close to you. You are the one in a million♥.

Kangjangun♥

2011-09-02T05:26:00.000-07:00

Why are you so diff in my heart ? I like you.

2011-08-29T11:42:00.000-07:00

I think i love you.

2011-08-23T10:13:00.000-07:00

Just a unexpected vote from you, I'm happy till I'm jumping all over.
Thanks len, i miss you.

2011-08-22T11:08:00.001-07:00

This morning i saw that pack of spaghetti you bought and you ever cooked for me on our first anniversary. This evening when I'm at NTUC i saw big pack of hershey's kisses choc, i can't buy them for you anymore. I don't know how to express my thoughts and feeling out, but honey i just can't get over you get it? I can wait for you, but at least give me something to motivates me to hold on; If not it's a false hope. I'm always honest, faithful and loyal to you. You are mature enough to not flirt around, you know it yourself. I miss you terribly much. I love you!

2011-08-21T01:57:00.001-07:00

Went to Bberry last night to drink, it was a awesome night.

Went home and tuck in to bed at 8am, and i had a dream...
It's so real, i dream of i can once again have your kiss. And i remembered i cried in my dream, because if in reality i could once again got a kiss from you... i swear i will cry too! I feel tears rolling down my eye when i was sleeping. And before you left in the dream, i gave you a kiss on your forehead.

The first lady who kisses my forehead was you, Gina ng.
You told me this before, I miss you a lot.

2011-08-16T10:25:00.001-07:00

Honhon, i really miss typing this out. It hurts whenever i sense that I'm no longer exist in your eyes, I really ain't sure why you are being like this. You told me that we could still be friends but i don't find your words true. You know what? If i will need to wait for you to complete your studies for 2 years.. I rather use the 2 years to get over you than waiting meaninglessly for 2 years with a risky result. Meaning that you won't be coming back 100%.

Still, my heart is still with you. I love you len <3

2011-08-11T06:00:00.000-07:00

I was at the gym just now, looking at all those body builders reminds me of you. I bet you look as charming as them when you're working out honey (: I miss you.

2011-08-09T07:22:00.000-07:00

I told my mom that i am the one who suggest to break up with you, I rather let her misunderstood me than pushing blames on you.

I asked you not to answer her call, why still? It really hurt a lot. By the action of what my mom did, will make you hate me more correct? I stopped her, i snatched her phone and avoid her from disturbing you. I did lennon, because i know me and my family have no longer rights to appear in your life. I'm really blaming her for that, i love you.

2011-08-08T07:39:00.000-07:00

Thanks everyone that came for my BBQ.
Lennon, thanks for coming, i always prayed hard that i will be seeing you there.

A video recorded before my BBQ day :)

2011-08-07T12:06:00.000-07:00

http://www.perfectcheekbones.com/blog/face-exercise-1-of-40-the-cheek-fat-flattener.php

2011-08-04T10:29:00.000-07:00

4th august ,

Headed down to east side, was near by you... Celebrating a birthday with you like this (:

2011-08-03T12:27:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME (:

Really wanna thank all my friends for the blessings.
I'm waiting for your text but unfortunately i didn't receive any, until i switched on my com... Thanks for your blessing I miss you <3

THANK YOU Angela darling,called and fuss things up with me (it's a prank anyway). And thank you people for placing in effort and fork out your time to come up to my place to surprise me, i really love the gift that you guys made for me. Really touches my heart (:

I'd wish this before i blow off the candles ;

1) I wish every of my loves one will stay happy and lively everyday.
2) I hope you won't have much stress and giving you most bless in your studies.
3) Secret :)

2011-08-02T01:23:00.001-07:00

ผมรักคุณ ♥

เพียงแค่จูบมิตรบนหน้าผากของฉันหัวใจกอดมิตรร้อนสำหรับฉัน มันเป็นของขวัญวันเกิดที่ดีที่สุดจากคุณครับ แม้ว่าฉันอธิษฐานอย่างหนักเพื่อมัน แต่ฉันรู้ว่ามันเป็นไปไม่ได้ คุณควรจะคิดว่าฉันขอมากเกินไป แต่นี้เป็นสิ่งที่ผมพลาด

ทุกครั้งที่ฉันจะปิดตาของฉัน ยื่นมือของฉันไปคิดคุณกำลังยืนอยู่ที่ด้านหน้าของฉันก็รู้สึกดีเมื่อฉันคิดว่าฉันสัมผัสจมูก, ใบหน้าของคุณริมฝีปากของคุณ ผมรักคุณน้ำผึ้ง.

2011-08-01T09:13:00.000-07:00

A make up tutorial that i recorded Last Year !
I find my makeup last year real thick, although it's still kind of thick now... but haHaHA!

Okay okay, I've got fat arms :(

2011-08-01T08:39:00.000-07:00

太爱你，带一点恨。

2011-07-31T11:25:00.000-07:00

生日快到了，为什么却感到担心？

因为我不知道六号当天你会不会来，就算你来了，过了六号我又为何在可以在见到你呢？这是我担心的原因。我害怕当天，我希望我能够在拥有你的拥抱，在亲我的儿头对我说 Happy Birthday。

2011-07-31T08:38:00.000-07:00

ANGELA LEE PEI SAN <3

2011-07-31T03:41:00.000-07:00

四天后，就是我的生日了。为什么我不感到开心?

2011-07-29T09:21:00.000-07:00

睡醒了，忽然间好想你。上了地铁火车，到了你家附近。一直希望能够看到你，不知不觉等了两个钟头。头往上看，我就看见了你。红上衣的你，真的好尹俊。看见你到家，心情快乐也寂寞了起来。我想你 (:

THIS IS CRAZY, it's something that reads you.
http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

I am done with my quiz !

Your view on yourself:

Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are not looking merely for a girl/boyfriend - you are looking for your life partner. Perhaps you should be more open-minded about who you spend time with. The person you are looking for might hide their charm under their exterior.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:

You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

2011-07-28T08:55:00.000-07:00

What are friends for ?

I really love my friends around me now, they are always there for me.

2011-07-28T08:41:00.000-07:00

Found some pictures, that urge me to smile.

I found it already, it's kinda funny.

2011-07-27T07:02:00.000-07:00

Majority of the girls tend to promise their boyfriend that they won't flirt or chat around with other guy when they are attached.

This is what i call "BULL-SHITS"
Don't judge my post if you are one, i would appreciate if you use the time to think if you are doing the right thing. The people now a days is getting more and more fucked up.

2011-07-27T03:59:00.001-07:00

Pregnancy?

2011-07-26T00:55:00.000-07:00

老人家的真心话。。。

Granny：“ You are going to be a adult soon, Your parents and granny can't be taking care of you forever. Personally, i like Lennon a lot. While he is studying, get yourself better education too. Have him with you, i could put down 101% of my heart. He say he need to complete his studies first, and my grand-daughter ... please stay strong and wait for him for at least 3 years. If you truly love him, you will wait even it's not 3 years but 30years. If you need someone who cares for you, you gonna challenge yourself.”

Granny, i love Lennon a lot too. I will go back for further education, this is what i promised him. I will stay strong, i don't want to let you down granny...

2011-07-25T09:38:00.003-07:00

Marina Mandarin

Buffet for 4 hours .____________.

DADDY PROMISE TO SPONSOR EVERYTHING FOR BBQ, Thanks papa <3

<3,Will you come? ...

2011-07-24T08:36:00.000-07:00

爱，真痛苦。

因杰，我真的能够感觉得到你已经有心上人了。我不能够做什么，能够看见你的笑容就足够了。老实说，我的心真的很痛。每一天的我，都面对假的笑容。只有你，能够吧我的笑容带回来。我真的很想告诉那位女身，好想跟她诉苦说我真的不能没有你。不是要她可怜或同情我，只是很想很真心的对她说，请站在我的立场为我想想。因杰宝贝，我真的愿意因为你放弃我的所有。我真的很不开心，我好想念你。

2011-07-23T10:09:00.000-07:00

What a day ...

Prepared a card for you last night and decided to pass it to you today.

6pm, on my way to Marina Square... Wanted to get your favorite Garrett caramel mixed with cheese's pop corn for you, but by the time i queue there, there's ain't any left and I've to wait. Gave up, went in Hershey's shop and bought your favorite chocolate for you! On way way to Marina Square i was hoping that you won't see me. Until when I'm outside Mr.curry i started to panic, i request a staff from Secret Recipe for help. Request him to pass it to you! But until now, i still don't know if you received it.... I do not have the guards to face you, although i wish i could. Hoping to receive your text, stay at Marina Square alone for 4hours... then i left.

I was behind a building, out of nowhere i heard the sound of fireworks. No matter where i turn to i just can't see any of them, it's just like you and me. I'm so near you but yet i can't get to see you! Until i intend to make my very first step, i walk to the opposite. Once I'm out of the entrance, Fireworks were just so near me, i stood there alone and watch. I'm so touched at that moment of time! Hon hon, open your heart and make your very first step for me, things will be different. I miss you

2011-07-22T22:55:00.000-07:00

Our favorite songs :

The script - Breakeven ( When a heart breaks it won't break even )
Ellie Goulding - The writer ( You told me before , you are the pen; i am the writer )

************* YOU SAID " IMMATURE" ; *************

Then what is being mature? To bite against my lips and suffer?
When I'm with you, which part of me is childish? You will never say that I'm immature.
It's because I've no way to go, to turn to ...

I can stay mature, i can Lennon. But how?
You told me yesterday that you have no one in your mind, you don't have someone important.
But why i can still sense that you are lying to me? It hurts.

That's all my own thoughts, NOT MEANING THAT IT'S THE FACT. LENNON'S friend or whoever, don't ever misunderstand it !

- I went over to east side alone from BoonLay without you knowing ...
( I just want to feel near you, nothing much )

- I gave you my musical box that i keep it with me for ten years ...
( Whenever i feel miserable, i turn it... I will feel better after that! I hope that helps, i don't need that anymore... because without you, it's impossible to be happy ).

The Script taught me how to move on
Bruno Mars taught me to do anything for that one person I love
Taylor Swift taught me not every guy is going to treat me right
Rebecca Black taught me that Saturday is after Friday
Michael Jackson taught me to always love the people around me
Lennon Taylor taught me what love is ♥

我经历了。

2011-07-22T11:49:00.000-07:00

我不想让你知道我的苦衷，我真的很想拥有你的爱。你说过，我是天使。一定要记得，我一直都会守护着你。

I really hope that you remember this ...

IT'S FRIDAY FRIDAY GOTTA GET DOWN ON FRIDAY. PARTY AND PARTY AND YEAH! PARTY AND PARTY AND YEAH! FUN FUN FUN FUN~
&
MILK AND CEREALS (milk and cereals), MILK AND CEREALS ( cereals and milk ), I HAVE IT ALL FOR MYSELF, I HAVE IT FOR ALL MYSELF...

I always sing Friday to you when it's Friday! I always clown myself to cheer you or trying to irritate you by just singing these songs.

*** While you always sing this to irritate me : ***

WO ZHUAN QIAN LIAO ZHUAN QIAN LIAO....
&
( SUPER funny high pitched voice)
WANT YOU TO MAKE ME FEEL LIKE I'M THE ONLY GIRL IN THE WORLD ~

2011-07-22T10:28:00.000-07:00

PLEASE let him be alone, i beg you.

I know i can't be selfish, but i really cannot imagine my life without you.

I love you more than i love myself, i love you more than how i treasure my body.
I love hearing lies, when i know the truth... I know you are mad at me but, because you've been ignoring me for two days. That makes me crazy! paranoid and the urge of getting crazy is out of nowhere.

我说的每一句话，是要让你恨我，你才能幸福。可是，我的话说了太多！现在的你，应该很恨我吧？我真的很爱你。你的华文不好，希望你都不会读这些字。就开开心心的过你的日子吧，我会永远记得你。因杰，很开心认识你。我会等你回来，因为我爱你。

2011-07-22T08:53:00.001-07:00

I know you are not a flirt, but you act like one now lennon koh yin jie.
You act like one now, since she's the everything... Blessings. hahahahahahaha!

2011-07-22T07:56:00.000-07:00

One word, flirt.
Seriously...
If you do will do this to me, means you will do this to others.

I could sense that you have someone you like now.
Crush or love? I don't know! I really don't.

You might not stalk my blog, cause i guess you don't be bothering about my life. Or if you do view my blog, let me ask you. Are you enjoying reading about how miserable my life is? In this world, is there any good girls? any reasonable girls? Why? If you are someone len crush/ like or ridiculously love??! , I didn't say you are not perfect... Because i understand every girl is born to gain love, dote, adore. But why I'm the unlucky one? I need love, i need people to adore me, i need people to pamper me too.

Back to the topic, you told me that I'm too good for you. What kind of reason is that? If I'm, then why am i suffering? Huh? I don't fucking understand. Why? Why will you like "Her" if you do have someone you like. AND you told me that you broke off with me because you can't breathe? schedule is tight? then why? why there's a girl appearing in your life now? I hardly hold back my feeling and let you off and trying hard to accept this fact because of your TEARS. Your tears make my heart strings down and i have no choice not to accept it. I know you are an actor, but this is a unacceptable fact.

I told you before, majority of the girls outside only care for HOW they feel, but they don't care how others feeling.

I won't give up as i told you before, my heart is not made up of plasticine. I can't change it whenever i want! If anyone of you like lennon, go ahead if you really so sure that you won't hurt him. I'm numb already, i SWEAR to the fucking world. I repeat; If you do will do this to me, means you will do this to others.

For all, i love you.
Understand instead of blaming me.
You shall laugh behind the desktop now.

2011-07-21T21:46:00.001-07:00

Gonna bring that dancing shoe out of the shoe box.

I'm going for dance practice, i have to build up self-confidence.

I am here EMBARRASS myself.

Juniors already learn their dance steps! When i just enter my dance room, they start videoing.
I watch how they dance & follow, i didn't get to learn before they start to video.

This is how clumsy i am !!!!! BUT I've got the steps right already :)
WILL DO A COMPLETE DANCE VIDEO ON FRIDAY.

2011-07-21T08:25:00.000-07:00

A day out with lynda ;

Went to MS for kbox, singing all our favorite songs.
Remember i always tell you that i hate lovely couples entering my shop when I'm working? I've the same feeling again. I hate couples outside now laughs..

On my belated birthday party.. I booked east side, i plan it a Saturday. Because i wanna make it most convenient for you, I know you won't be free on other day, i know your schedule well. But i still have no idea if you will appear.. I will pray hard.

'Building a love that lasts'
Chapter 1; How will i know I'm in love?

- Teary-eyed when i say goodbye.
( You know this very well, i always do that )

- Emotional, When you met the person you love " an uncontrollable smile comes over my face whenever i see you " People in love feel emotions for the person they love that they do not routinely feel for others.
( Something always urge me to smile when i see you )

-Positive worry, Worrying about their lover. A positive worry about the one they love begins to creep into their mind like car accidents, falling down, getting hurt during work, getting sick. These thoughts are normal and natural when you are in love.
( We always does )

- I-cannot-imagine-my-life-without-you. This is the point in love when you begin to think about your future, with the one you love. When you can't imagine your life without your love one, you are in love.
( We always talk about our future, 5 years later.. Remember? I can't imagine my life without you )

- You think about his wants, his needs, and his desires. When the feeling of oneness consumes your body, you are in love.
( I do )

- Preoccupied love, You think about the one you love most of the time, you can't get that person out of your mind. Pull his/her photo out from your wallet and you smile. When you preoccupied with him/her, you are in love.
( The laminated photo you gave me; Keeping it in your wallet while i always keep it safe with me )

- Love itself and your ability to express that love. You finally have the courage to tell the person you love that you loved him/her. You miss that person when he/she is not around. You worry, you care about his/her safety and welfare. You suddenly out of nowhere are inspired to say I LOVE YOU, shouted it to the stars. You are in love!
( You always turn to me and say this )

Len:"Honey, i love you"
Gina:"I love you too honey"
Len:"No, i love you more"
Gina:" Nope, i love you more and foremost"
Len: Smiled/Hugged/ A kiss on my forehead.

2011-07-20T09:10:00.000-07:00

Lennon koh,

You deserve to smile.
In this post, I'm not trying to cover my own ass.

But people, if you are really someone that understands lennon. You should know how awesome lennon is. He is ain't someone that deserve you people calling him jerk or what so ever, for all i posted... It's because i love him. I have really no where to share what's spelling in my mind, but only my blog.

You people, won't know how much i love lennon. You guys probably think that I'm doing all these, posting all these just to get you people to pity me while placing all such of blames on lennon. But no, understand me... I can't share my thoughts with my family, i can't share my thoughts with lennon! because i ain't want him to feel I'm still going after him so much, because he will then start treating me even worst. Just for not hurting me, he hold back. I can only share my thoughts with this blog, i don't expect people to visit my blog. But blog, is really the only place where i could share my thoughts with.

Do you know how afraid I'm? I'm afraid that girls outside will misunderstand his kind heart. Lennon is a nice guy, he treated everyone evenly. Because he have a kind heart! I remember, i start this r/s with him because lennon... really so awesome. Before i pick the book ' building a love that lasts ' i picked up ' why man love bitches? ' I then hesitated, i told myself... Lennon is ain't someone like that. I'm trying so hard...

Lennon koh,
I'm sorry, i love you.

2011-07-20T06:41:00.000-07:00

THINGS RUNNING THROUGH MY MIND.

We made commitments to our ring, says with this ring; we are attached.
16thmay2011.

The day when you came over my place to stay on the 10th to 11th. And the day when i went over your place to stay after work on the 11th to 12th.

The Era cap you bought for me, I still love it pretty much.

SO TODAY, i bought this new baby 'Building a love that lasts'.

Since the 100th day anniversary dairy is with you, I shall still continue writing all my blessing and thoughts for ya. This baby here will help me, it's a pretty dairy.

For all, i choose them by heart and meaningful quotes.

I posted:"It's either that you lie to me, or to others when you hit a question like do you love me; You are asking for more sacrifices from me."

It's ain't from whichever article, it's within you & me.
You told me that you love me, we will see how things go.
You told me that you can't breathe, you won't be getting attached because you choose to leave me it's not because you don't love me but you having tight schedules.

Let me explain my words in red.
You told me that you love me, so that you have to leave.
I wonder if people ask you if you still love me what will you tell them?
For how much i understands you... I guess you probably won't want them to know what you are really thinking. So you will probably tell them that you are trying to get over me.

You are treating me coldly, because you are holding back. You can't treat me like how you treated me when we are together, You want me to learn to hold back my feelings. As you don't want to give me too much hope for it, you are asking for more sacrifices from me to hold my feelings for you.

I understand you honey.
No one will ever know what you are thinking, even you said it yourself...
Who the hell would be so crazy over you? love you? scarify for you.

2011-07-20T02:26:00.000-07:00

Honey,

Within these 2 months, we have not argued before.
I know you are trying so hard to study, but please hang that smile on your face. Because you look awesome with that smile. I know I'm only 17, but you know that I'm ain't typical. No girls will treat you the way i treat you, no girls will understand you better than i do. Even if you found one, i will have no confidence on her. It's not that they won't be perfect, it's that they won't be scarifying so much for you.

In my eyes, you are perfect.
I know you are trying to get over me, so that you treated me so coldly. I know you are pain inside. No one knows, but i do. Each and every time you cried, my heart really strings. That's when i stop myself for loving you and hardly treating you as my friend.

On my birthday itself, i want to feel so near you. Because you promised to celebrate it with me. On the belated celebration, i hope derrick, ben, anitah and most importantly you... will appear. Lennon koh, i could only say every thing here. I can't tell you in your face, i know you will get hurt. No one can hurt you, I love you.

2011-07-18T04:36:00.000-07:00

Lennon koh,

I know you love me a lot, i know. You need to leave me, because you can't breathe. You need to really concentrate on your studies to support your mom. I understand, You told me.. You still want to be friends with me while you complete all your studies and we will see how things goes. I don't blame you for leaving me, because you will always still be in my heart. I will still take care of you, love you, concern you. I love you, thanks for the wonderful love. I will wait, for you to complete the commitment for our ring. I will wait for the day, you place that ring on my finger again. Don't cry, it really hurts me a lot when i hear you cry. I know you are tired and stress, i don't wanna burden you. So i choose to understand and respect your decision. Wipe of your tears and smile, as you deserve it.

I love you.
The writer,
Your dummy honey as always.

2011-07-16T09:35:00.000-07:00

If i need to live my life without you near me, the days will be empty.
If you give me one chance to tell you how i was feeling, I will tell you i won't live my life without you, I will hold your hands and look in your eyes and you know that i will never let you go. There's nothing for me to do now, but bear with the pain. You treated me like a rose. Nothing's gonna change my love for you and I will never ask for more than your love. I love you lennon.

2011-07-10T07:44:00.000-07:00

You almost left

I'll cherish you, i learn as i experience love.

2011-07-04T10:04:00.001-07:00

DATING WITH HON.

Headed down to Cineleisure to catch transformer 3 with my sweetheart today, i really cherish every single second with you.

I always turn to look at you when you are beside me in the theater just now, you ever look so charming in my eyes. I'm surprised that you know that I'm feeling cold every time, rubbed your hand against mine. You always panic when I'm cold, that's what i kinda like about you. You're so adorable hon, i miss sharing a pillow with you. You won't know how perfect you are in my eyes, take my hand with you no matter what. I love you <3

2011-07-02T10:58:00.000-07:00

I'm Lennon's Lil' Girl.

I can't wait to see my charming boyfriend. <3

2011-07-02T08:04:00.000-07:00

Playing with some ridiculous mock hair !!

2011-07-01T03:48:00.000-07:00

Whoooooooooooooaaaaaaaaa ............

People, i swear this is me when i was secondary 1!

<3

2011-06-29T08:11:00.000-07:00

LENNON KOH IS THE BEST MEN ON EARTH .

It's the 10th day i haven't seen my honey already. Woke up at 11am this morning, was missing my honey as usual like hell. Chatted on Facebook with friends, YouTube for entertainment, Play on piano, Showered! After everything i went back to my computer room and chill again, i was so dead! SUDDENLY i heard " Spee spee ", I then turned to my left... Guess who? It's my honey ♥! He appeared from no where. It's damn surprising !!! He lied to me, telling me that he's heading home after school. While he's walking to my house, he met my mom under my block! Then honey secretly walked in my room. At that moment of time, i almost burst out my tears. I was so happy, thanks honey ♥.

2011-06-29T06:27:00.000-07:00

How to make Honey Cornflakes with just 6 easy step ?

Ingredient ( Amount for 3 cups of cornflakes, roughly 30pcs ):
1 tbsp Honey
2 tbsp Sugar
50gm Butter
3 cups of Cornflakes
Paper cups
Rainbow candy balls ( Optional )

Method:

1st
1. Melt 1tbsp of honey, 2 tbsp of sugar, 50gm of butter in a bowl over LOW HEAT till frothy (Keep stirring them). I use microwaves to melt them ( 30s-1min ).

2nd:
2. Pour 3 cups of cornflakes into your mix, and mix them real well.

3rd:
3. Fill them into paper cup then sprinkle them with love ( Rainbow candy balls ).

4th:
4. Bake them for 5min in preheated oven at 160 Celsius.

5th:
5. Leave them somewhere and let it cool down/ stick together.

6th:
6. Ready to serve !

TIRED !

2011-06-28T11:04:00.000-07:00

This is not you.
╔══╗
╚╗╔╝
╔╝(¯`v´¯)
╚══`. ¸.❤you so much.

2011-06-27T03:15:00.000-07:00

Honey, i don't miss you at all. Please be happy.

2011-06-27T00:56:00.000-07:00

STRESS

I know you are going crazy with all those tight schedules.
I just want you to feel happy.

“There are very few certainties that touch us all in this mortal experience, but one of the absolutes is that we will experience hardship and stress at some point.”

2011-06-26T01:42:00.000-07:00

WHY ?

Why i can't have you now? why?
I swear, if you could appear now.. i just need 5 minutes of your time, or probably just a hug.
I miss you.

You, won't know how I'm feeling now hon.

2011-06-25T08:49:00.000-07:00

I am TERRIBLY crazy

I'm so irritated

2011-06-24T17:50:00.000-07:00

Early Bird

Morning, woke up at 7.30am today. It's pretty weird that i manage to wake up in this timing! I slept at 4 last night? Well, this morning i tried sleep but unfortunately i failed to. Praying hard this morning, i really miss my boyfriend! I've no plans for today, i guess I'll be stalking some Youtube's videos to kill my time again.

2011-06-24T10:13:00.000-07:00

I'm falling to pieces

With just one sentence, you'd hurt me so much! I still love you.

2011-06-19T09:29:00.000-07:00

It's a bad day today.

Within a month, how many times you've been for drinking? I forgotten. Within a month how many times i went for drinking/clubbing? Never. I must state this really really clearly, it's not that i don't trust you! but i don't trust the people there. You will NEVER know what will happen next if you are feeling tipsy! Girls out there only care about money for their living, they don't care how your girlfriend feel. Hon, you never know how i feel! I will only turn in when you got home after drinking. I'm sorry, i just afraid to lose you!

2011-06-16T08:54:00.001-07:00

Happy anniversary honey.

Woke up at 1pm and done preparing in an hour time, called baby. The conversations goes like this :" Hello baby, where are you?". " Ding dong ding dong, open your door please!" baby said. The moment when i open my door, i saw my silly honey carrying a big bag of ingredients in his hands. I was like oh my god baby, how can you head down to get those ingredients without me?. After changing, we walked in the kitchen and starting to prepare spaghetti and mushroom soup for lunch! I stood there like an idiot, i can't help anything but just staring at my boyfriend ): Honey ask me to " GET OUT " of the kitchen and wait for him. Laughs! While waiting for him, i did some housework.

After our lunch, we get in the room and fixed 1/4 out of a thousand piece of puzzles in maybe an hour time! Had dinner with my parents and headed down to Jurong point to chill with my boyfriend. Happy anniversary honey, I love you so much. Thanks for loving me!

2011-06-11T00:06:00.000-07:00

Oh My God Night.

Home fixing up my puzzles to kill time! Out of a sudden, I've got urged to see my honhon♥ as i miss him so much! Just a random message, didn't put so much hope for it. " Can you come over to my place tonight darling? ". I was shocked and excited when boyf ♥ replied me saying that he will come over tonight!

Headed down to control station to fetch honhon♥ around 12am, pack some food from Jurong Point up to my place. It was a romantic night as the weather was so good~ Because it's raining heavily. I love rainy day (:

Through out the night, sleeping side by side with darling. Although he's just beside me, but he don't fail to send me a goodnight message every night! So my silly boyf ♥ typing quietly aside and I'm just beside waiting patiently. Both of us woke up around 11am, called up for mac delivery. Had a greeeeeeeeat breakfast! I LOVE YOU HONEY♥

2011-06-09T08:32:00.000-07:00

I'mma Happy Girl ♥

Today i traveled all the way down to honey's place, it's really so comfortable being with him. I could sense his love, his concern and i know that he loves me more than i do. On the train back to my place, poor darling stand from Tanah Merah to Boon Lay, I'm feeling tired. I lean my head against hon's stomach, it's kinda sweet when you place his hand on my face to adore me.

I know it's so annoying to tell you that i love you at all times, but i just can't control my mouth to stop telling you that i love you. Hon, You never know how much i love you, you mean everything to me. I'm really so blessed to have you with me as my boyfriend! Every time when i looked into your eye, i will got the urged to smile. Thanks for being there for me whenever i need you, thanks for loving me like how i love you, thanks for kissing me, thanks for everything. I just need you to promise me one thing, never never leave me! You told me this today, as long as I'll love you like this for long, the word forever still exist. I am so sure that I'm willing to give up just everything for you.

OH MY GOD, I LOVE MY BOYFRIEND.

2011-05-18T09:11:00.000-07:00

I love my boyfriend ♥

I failed to fetch my poor boyfriend after school today, can't catch on time! So headed down to bedok to meet him, went to boyf's crib and chill out. We are both having great time with each other today and feeling so happy! Got a text from Lynda, i promised her to fetch her after work. Baby and i rush down to raffles mall and to fetch Lynda!

I miss my boyfriend badly now.

2011-05-14T11:58:00.000-07:00

16th May 2011.

You're the pen, I'm the writer. I love you darling (:

2011-05-14T11:33:00.000-07:00

FIRST DATE WITH YOU

What a day with Lennon ! ♥

Met Lennon the lemon at cineleisure, We watched Fast and Furious 5! Scale of ten, i rate it 8! Really had a great time with him! Ate Tampopo, thanks for the treat <3 Enjoyed my day with you today. Kind of miss you (:

2011-05-10T09:06:00.000-07:00

It's My Off Day !

It's been sometimes since i last met leqian, we decided to meet today! I need to get my lashes and a pair of lense, So we train down to Bugis and shop! And then we train back to lakeside and he get his car and we went for our dinner. After dinner at Boonlay market, leqian drove me home while i get changed to casual wear and he went to get his bike! We happily headed down to West Coast to chill out (: Had a great time with him today. Chaos !

2011-05-07T07:39:00.000-07:00

Introducing ...

Gordon Lim Zheng Kai.

He's irritating me when I'm hardly trying to UN-tangle all those tangled necklaces through out all day during work! Got annoyed and place all tangled necklaces on his head. Haha! Anyway, tomorrow it's mother's day. I've to work, shall use my lunch time and to have dinner with my family.

I can't wait for my next pay! I want to get myself a new phone. And I've made my decision, i will quit my current job on the July then I will be joining Jean Yip hair dressing school and to work to get my cert. Hopefully everything will goes smoothly.

2011-05-06T10:09:00.000-07:00

It's been a wonderful day (:

Feeling bored alone in the store during work!

Hey people, heard of the spicy nuggets advertisement? It goes:" Ahh sst sst Ooo sst sst Shiok ah! " You will never regret trying this, because it is freaking nice! Got MacDonald for lunch with Yvonne today! Met Brian and we went to chill out.

Introducing a song to you, It's called " The writer " By Ellie Goulding!.
ENJOY (:

2011-05-05T08:29:00.000-07:00

Tips on how O.P.I Shatter works.

Every time before you start painting your nails, remember to shake your nail polish well. Apply two texture of nail color, here I'm using O.P.I Simply Smash-ing then apply a coat of Shatter over completely dry lacquer for a two texture finish. Important, use only one coat of shatter, it will turns out badly if you apply more & Avoid fan or any windy place when you're using your Shatter, it might dry off easily. For high gloss finish, apply Top Coat. After you've done with your nails, make sure you keep your nail polish closed tightly. Have fun painting your pretty nails :)

Good luck!

2011-05-04T01:44:00.000-07:00

I think it's time for me to grow, I will become a success story.

Little Gina to the Gina today.
As time goes by, i learned to to independent. At first i felt so lost in this society, i thought i can't live without a relationship. But today, i believe i can live without a relationship, what's important for the living today? Is to have a good and stable career. The Gina today learns to do things right, but i believe there's still a long way for me to learn more. I'll be fine!

I ♥ hearing lies, When i know the truth.

ผมรักคุณ ♥

生日快到了，为什么却感到担心？

我不想让你知道我的苦衷，我真的很想拥有你的爱。你说过，我是天​使。一定要记得，我一直都会守护着你。

“There are very few certainties that touch us all in this mortal experience, but one of the absolutes is that we will experience hardship and stress at some point.”

我不想让你知道我的苦衷，我真的很想拥有你的爱。你说过，我是天使。一定要记得，我一直都会守护着你。